The feeling of light slowly brighten up your room as you open your window shades with soothing music playing in the playground. This feeling.. feels nice. The feeling of relief and relaxation. It’s funny how I can feel this way. Amazes me actually. With everything that lays ahead; I can still find this random peace of mind. Thanks to my messed up sleeping schedule, I don’t want to sleep and continue to feel this way. But I have to save my energy for my all-nighters in a few days. So good night.
Lousy planning with retarded planners. Going to be a fucking waste of money. How the fuck are you going to tell us to go when WE’RE the one who are fucking planning all of this. You made us go and we have to plan the activities and food? Don’t forget you’re leaving for a DAY. Basically making us stay in the house for a day since we don’t have enough cars to drive to go out and do something. You love wasting our money huh? Silly me, I thought it would be fun going there. Fucking raging right now. Not only I will be wasting my money but I will be wasting my time. I get ticked off when my time is wasted. A fucking trip where you bring almost everything like your pillowcase, bedsheets, shampoo, and whatever… and you expect us to carry all of those to Chinatown to get into the car? You’re fucking with me right? Want to bang my head against the wall right now… I will try to refrain from punching the wall.. sigh. Fuck this shit
I can’t believe I’m stressing over a game than my finals. What in the world is wrong with me?! GAHH!! Frustrating myself with a game.. oh boy.. Someone slap some sense into me. Well it was fun going through the yearbook with them. Brings back memories and how I miss high school. The freedom. Sigh..
Got to stop the habit of waking up at 3-4 everyday. Day wasted thanks to that.. should be using those wasted hours for studying for my finals. Should really start to review a bit… Don’t want to cram it the night before. Relax and don’t be nervous will be my mindset this whole week. Three days of finals. Three allnighters… Sounds fun. Just can’t wait for this week to finish. I just hope the weekend at Poconos will be enjoyable.
Back to back birthdays.. why didn’t we just celebrate it all together in the same day. Sigh, oh well.. Those nights where you have your little thoughts.. Having one right now.. and raining for bonus..sigh. Well there’s nothing I can do about it. Just going to enjoy my noodle and movie. Then head off to bed.
Can’t believe I stayed half naked for a good 10 minutes admiring Mr. Ab… getting there though. Annoyed how I have this irritating sore throat. UGH! I guess I have to stay away from the McGangBangs during my breaks. Sigh, finals week.. this will be hell.
Sigh, why am I still awake.. but hey, I can watch Saturday morning cartoons. Just like old times..
Time for some
noodle time rice time… cause I got lazy to make…and catch up with my shows. Why am I doing this to myself.. Have to wake up around 12 tomorrow for lunch. Can’t complain. There’s something that keeps me going. Even if it’s really small, it’s enough for me.
One hour sleep plus coffee equals constant twitching and rapid eye movements… oh boy.Finally had my nap. Now my face is all swollen and body aches everywhere. Also a headache to the combo. Oww..
Was on the verge of giving up. But I will study just a bit more. Final push! You can imagine me doing a smile and a thumbs up. Yeah. Kbai.