March 2011
11 posts
I'm afraid...
to talk to you face to face because I’m shy.
to call you because I might be boring.
to speak my mind when I’m with you.
to give you a hug because I might be obnoxious.
to distant myself from you.
to lose someone like you…
My Dad.
Respectful, humble, nice, and caring… Even with the stress from my brother, he still kept his cool and gave money to him whenever he asked for it. I don’t find his lectures annoying because they make sense and straight to the point.
Few days ago, late Friday night , I was on the computer playing games as usual. My dad came back home from work, I screamed “DAD!” as a greet...
Useless
I’m pretty uselss when it comes to cheering someone up. I don’t know what to say to comfort them. I suck at giving advices, most of the time I would go like, “aww it’s okay”. Really now…really? I feel so sad for myself. Thinking I can’t do anything not even bring a simple smile to someone’s face…but you don’t even want to tell me...
Not even going to think up a title for this one.
I’m trying really hard to figure out what I’m feeling right now… I can’t say I’m sad cause I feel a bit happy, or angry since I don’t give a shit. Also some people just ticks me off but I just don’t care about it. WTF is this feeling that I’m feeling -_- Almost once a week I have to experience this sort of feeling. Fucking wack, I guess writing this...
Monday Night
As I’m typing out my DBQ and Thematic essays which are due tomorrow…if not Wednesday. I’m isolating myself from the world as I blast my music. I have this strong feeling of loneliness and it’s not really helping witht the essays. sigh. I can’t blame it, it’s a Monday Night and it rained. Purrrty depressing if you ask me. I don’t want to sound like a pussy...
Mole Removal!? WAHHH
So today, sort of unexpected…but my mom got a call from my aunt saying she’s on our block about to go to this chinese beauty salon to get her son’s moles removed. Now I had a talk with my mom few weeks back on getting the mole on the tip of my nose removed. So she quickly rushed me out of the house and met up with my aunt and his son, Cody. I feel bad for the little guy, he had...
Sad to Happy to Nostalgic
I’m not that sort of blogger who post up “what I did today” posts, if something comes to mind I just type it all out in this lil world of mind. Well here’s goes.
Once again I’m thinking a bit too much, thinking that cute fob was into me, always taking a glimpse of me in school and in the subway. Thinking to myself, “oh snap she must be into me”. Who am I...
Shrugs
Its nice that we are rebuilding this relationship, I guess we finally broken that “awkward barrier”. I’m happy right now and recently I have stopped myself from going to her tumblr. Doing pretty good so far but everyday I do have the urge to go on. oh wells
Getting pretty warm lately and loving it so far might play some handball after school or something. Just two more days...
I've tried.
I’m trying really hard to break this so call awkward barrier right now. It seems like im the only one trying. I’m getting tired of the only one trying. Maybe that’s the reason I stopped talking to you out of nowhere…I just simply gave up? sigh
Just Friends...
So the other day I texted her, “Happy Birthday”. We had a little chat and I guess I felt happy? to be able to talk to her again. After that I told myself that I can’t pussy out and ignore her again, that would be a complete dick of me. Yesterday I manage to say hi and waved at her. STILL PRETTY AWAKWARD. When I came home the idea of apologizing to her came up. I wanted to...
What Are Words
So this is the first post of March, its her birthday in a few days… Should I text her and say “Happy Birthday”? dispite the awkwardness. Not going to expect much but its whatever.
Recently I noticed this cute looking fob, she caught my attention one day when she gave a cold shoulder to this guy who tried to court her. IT WAS UGLY. I was laughing when all of that was happening....
