June 2011
9 posts
Tired
Pussy out today… when I was alone with her. It was a good chance to tell her straight up. Those words just couldn’t come out. Disappointed some of my friends who were rooting for me… I really don’t know what’s going on. I spent the whole day preparing myself, saying I would not pussy out and get it off with…
I guess tomorrow… I will finally do it…
May 2011
20 posts
Sunburns
Instead of staying home or go straight home after school today. I decided to tag along with friends to handball. Little did I know… I FORGOT TO PUT ON SUNBLOCK THIS MORNING. It was right in front of me when I was brushing my teeth. In the end, I got some crazy sunburns on my arms, legs, ears, neck and my nose. Wack! It’s itching like crazy. Nuna bought me Aloe Gel… hope it helps...
Listen
Sorry, I'm not one of them.
I’m not a hypebeast or one of those “popular” kids.
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I find myself reading over old conversations and...
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A late night’s thinking.
Tick Tock
Today I finally got hold on the fact that there’s only 18 days left of school… and I haven’t made a move… Went shopping/returning with Jac. today. We both realized that both of us did shit… So we decided to do something within 18 days or else it will be one lonely summer.
I was busy and I couldn’t able to talk to her until after my dinner. She was upset and I...
Day 5, 6, 7...8
Wasted the whole weekend doing nothing and that makes days 5 and 6. This is retarded! Hate myself right now… losing these 4 days doing nothing but at least day 7 and 8 I did some ab exercises in the morning… that’s something right? Tomorrow will be Day 9 I will start all over again…
There’s never enough time, day or night.
Day 4
I guess today will be my rest day since I went to play some football after school. BAD DAY TO GO PLAY FOOTBALL… when you’re wearing Clarks and dress shirt. OH WELLS that didn’t stop me! Got 2 touchdowns OH YEAH! :D In the end I was sweating like crazy and my Clarks turned color due to the dirt…from brown to…light brown. Have to clean it this weekend.
Today was really...
Day 3
So today is my leg day, I started off with leg extensions. Increased weights after each set, started at 100 then 110 and stopped at 120. SHIT BURNS ! Then leg press, was pushing like 150, 4 sets of 10 reps. Moved on to my calves, did standing calves raises. Didn’t keep track on the weight I was doing… Anyways I couldn’t walk afterwards… so that’s good. Also did a...
Day 1 and 2
So I began this 30 day challenge yesterday after being motivated by Bart Kwan. Except the eating right part, I will work out seriously and keep track by posting it up here.
So Day 1, yesterday I hit up the gym after school. Worked on my chest doing bench press. Started from 75lbs… yes I’m pretty weak. My friend pushed me and added more weights adding up to 85… finally to 95lbs....
I’ll be forever yours…
SAT
OH MY GOD! Finally it’s finally over! 4 hours of testing really is tiring. I think I did fairly decent, hoping I got at least 1500. Hope these 5 days of constantly of studying pay off… Well now I can concentrate other things like jogging, working out and especially her. I nearly got distracted during the test because I was thinking about her. Stupid me, thinking about her during an...
Nothing's over... right?
I really want you to be straight forward to me… like how you did to the other guy. Even though you had a friend to do it. At least it stopped his feelings for you… Please do the same to me and stop playing around with me if I’m a nobody in your life… From what I heard from your friend today… it really did hurt me. A stupid person I am, I chose not to believe it until...
Determination, Motivation and Perseverance
Little did I know, time was ticking away and found myself a few days before the SATs. Suppose to study a month before but NOPE. Recently I felt a change within me. I decided to start jogging, catching up in school and not that shy anymore? haha What I meant by not that shy anymore is that today I walked her to her next class and her friends were outside waiting as usual. I decided to greet them...
Shampoo
It’s a Sunday night and I don’t feel depressed as I used to before school starts. Maybe it’s because I’m too tired to care or I look forward to school. Despite that I didn’t go to Italian for THREE days straight… suppose to be TWO until my friend begged me cause he needed to talk. SIGH oh wells. Have to start going and learn something before the regents come....
One lazy Sunday
Woke up at 12 something today, stayed in bed for a couple of minutes texting to her. My legs are sore from the jogging I did yesterday night with the accompany of After School♥ I’m really tired right now, don’t want to take a nap because that will surely waste a lot of time. I feel so lazy right now listening to After School again.
So I suppose to write this hours ago…its 6:34,...
Piano
I have always have been a fan of the piano. Even though I know the basics I still hadn’t been able to play ONE song. It’s 2:50AM and here I’m listening to my favorite songs on piano… thinking to myself. “God, I could play this if I had learned more”. My dumb excuse right now, “I have a crappy keyboard” NOT TRUE. My brother plays shitloads of songs on...
