June 2011
9 posts
Sunrise.
Didn’t get any sleep at all… stayed up all night. I was able to watch the sunrise. Sadly texting her at the same time… I hesitated to reply back every time she text back. Afraid that she will tell me more about the things I didn’t want to hear… While texting her, she sense I was upset or something, because of the way I type. Her “feel better” just...
I'm such a fool.
To be told that she likes this other guy by her without knowing that you like her…truely hits hard… I feel dead right now… I was a fool for chasing something I can’t have… her love. I want to cry but nothing comes out. My heartaches that I want to scream… its 4 in the morning. I really like this girl, she makes me smile when she doesn’t know. When she...
I'm... actually a coward.
“When I watch horror movies, I don’t have the courage to open my eyes. If I go to a high place, my legs will shake… But for me the most scary thing is when I can’t see you…”
-Song Joong-ki
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You're like a drug to me.
Constantly want more of you…
You're on my wishlist.
First kiss.
Some people cares about their first, first this, first that… and I’m actually one of them. I lost my first kiss to my first “girlfriend” and I regret it… Hate one sided love and she was the one who liked me. Somehow my friends talked me into going out with her… some say for fun and some say for some “experience”. Went out for a week and I ended...
Why can’t I be born into a non-problematic family? Where there’s no son beating mom and a lousy husband. Why do I have to be the one who has to feel this? Knowing the fact that my own mom would want to kill herself because of her son and her husband. I’m 17, what can I do? My dad was recently found out he has an illness who needs to do surgery. He’ll be going sometime next...
