September 2011
10 posts
5:07AM
Wow, it’s really late but I just feel like writing this up before going to bed. After watching Friends With Benefits, it made me realized that I do believe in true love and I’m into those fairy tales. All those romantic comedy, I do believe in them and would like to experience them one day with that special someone. Also finish watching an episode of tvb. It happened to talk about...
Sep 29th
Simple Mistake.
Can’t believe it turned out like this, talking to her like usual but didn’t expect this… she being mad at me. This time it’s for real… no more “jk” or “was just messing with you”. Guess my sorry’s doesn’t mean anything now.. It hurts, the thing she said to me before she signed off… I don’t want to call her, let her...
Sep 28th
Random Thought
It brings me to attention when people think’s you’re gay if you have male idol posters on your wall, but the true is that they brings you motivation. Then again if you had female posters, people, especially your parents, would think you’re some kind of a pervert. So simple minded people these days.
Sep 25th
Uneasy Part 2?
Jesus christ.. once again, the feeling of uneasiness kicked in. Maybe I’ve said something wrong and decided to ignore me. Or I’m just thinking too much and she just fell asleep on me. Well this feeling got me good, seems like I can’t sleep and I know I’ll probably fall asleep in my AP Psychology again… Cause of this uneasiness, I went onto my Daily Horoscope on my...
Sep 20th
Uneasy.
Typing this on my phone while listening to a playlist made up of depressing songs on my ipod. Listening to.. your’s truly Uneasy by David.. sigh. Well anyway, for the past couple of hours I have been feeling this uneasy feeling. I really don’t know why.. but if someone had to pull out a reason out of my ass.. it would because of her… I went away from her to do my night workout....
Sep 16th
A Year
It’s almost been a year since I met her.. it’s been almost a year and I still hadn’t told her. I’m pathetic aren’t I? Sigh. There isn’t a day when she’s not on my mind. Everyday I think about her. Even a little encounter in school, I would think back and smile.. Today she told me if she were to die she wants to say that I’m her best friend ever.....
Sep 11th
Last Year
I have to say… what shitty 3 years of high school I had. Sure, there are good times but not enough. This is my final year in high school, a senior… hmm doesn’t feel so great about it since I need to make up some classes and reverse some of my grades up. It’s raining tomorrow, heh, a great way to start the first day of school. A rainy day. Hope this year will be a good...
Sep 8th
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Sep 8th
Sep 3rd
Felt her warmness in my dreams?
I remember writing about I hadn’t dreamed for a while. Well the night of the “date” I dreamt about her… the first dream in a while and it was about her. Maybe it’s because I spent nearly the whole day with her.  We were dating in my dream. Brought her home for the first time and surprisingly my whole family liked her. Especially my grandma, she just couldn’t...
Sep 2nd