While you’re sleeping, I’m up reading our old Aim Logs. It really does put me into a nostalgic stage. Sigh.. I’m glad I’ve met you and I don’t regret going through all those pain and suffering just to be with you. They were all worth it. It was worth the wait. As I read more of them, it brings me back all those memories, making me say “ohh I remember when this...
I somewhat like how we always fight but in the end we would go back into our silly selves. Thank you for being silly with me. I bet you will disagree with this. “You’re the only one that’s silly not me.” I can see you saying that once you read this. Haha. I can finally understand how fights in a relationship helps in a relationship, if the couple manage to go through it....
Happy Belated Birthday
Tricking you was my best shot in making you come over. haha Were you surprised? Can’t believe I actually manage to pull it off. The cake, the presents and card. Too bad I couldn’t celebrate it with you on the day of your birthday. Oh well, Happy Belated Birthday! (:
[[MORE]]”Ty :). I’m happy to know that you think I’m beautiful even though everyone thinks otherwise. You’re always supporting me and cheering me up. Haha thank you for being there for me dummy :).” You’re welcome. (:
I always thought I was one of the mature ones among my friends. Guess I’m still a child, short tempered, foolish, narrowed minded and stubborn… I’m really scared to the point I want to cry… I don’t want to lose you because of this stupid thing I did. I just don’t want to tell you this but you will eventually know after you read this. Bury my face in my pillow...
Why can’t I put the past behind and move on? You’re already in my life, why must I do things that might make you walk out of it? I’m scared when I think about those things… I don’t want those “bad thoughts” to come back. They hurt way too much.. and you hate it when I think of them. I know you’re still mad at me and yes, I admit that I have done...
So fucking mad at myself right now. Why didn’t I listened to her carefully. Then maybe I wouldn’t be this mad at myself. I’m a fucking dumbass holy shit. I feel like shit right now, she’s still annoyed cause of me and I fucking wasted a nice day today to what? Throw around a fucking football? Such a foolish fool I am. -_- I know its my fault but I don’t want you to be...
I’m extremely gay..
Why am I doing this to myself? Watching all these Thai life insurance ads and Petronas videos… making me cry. Watching these made me realize how I’m unappreciate towards to those who love me. I love them. I want to see my parents smile, I want my grandparents to keep being healthly for a couple more years so I can bring them all of them out and show them all different kind of places.....