Fucking raging right now.
I will fucking find you and kill you. Just wait..
Recently I’ve been getting a lot of headaches… like right now, laying on my bed trying to sleep but a headache came out of nowhere.. today I had 2 minor ones now this.. I’m afraid that there’s something wrong with me. I’m not watching for my health.. nor what I eat… sigh.
Fucking brother and his animals BBQing at our backyard. Pissing the fuck outta me. Animals walking around the house with their shoes on. Fucking discovering the ability to piss, going in and out of the bathroom. Can’t even shower or take off my contacts. It was a long day and I want to just relax after a nice shower. A flaw while being mad is that the smallest things will tick you off....
My nervous breakdown is back… and my parents are having an argument and I really don’t need them fighting each other right now… I just want some peace and quiet, why can’t I have that? With my mom randomly comes in and lectures me out of nowhere. Sigh. I’m really tired.. have this impulse to just disappear…
I think I’m having one right now… a lot of things are going through my mind right now. I’m confused, nervous, scared, and lost. Am I making the wrong decision? Trying to figure out but one thing leads to another, my heart started to pump fast while breathing heavily. The only person I wanted to talk to, was you.. but you didn’t picked up the phone when I called. I’m...
Got 2 out of 4 out today. It’s been like 4 hours since the extraction and it hurts holy shit. Ate my meds 2 hours ago and the pain is still there. I even took the stronger pill… ugh, going to sleep and hopefully the meds will kick in once I wake up. -_-
Our To Do List.
Let’s do all of them and add more (:
Sigh, tonight is one of those many nights where I don’t feel like sleeping.. I space out, thinking about random things. I’m tired but I just can’t seem to drag myself to my bed and sleep.. thinking that it’ll waste my time. Silly isn’t it? Listening to soothing music isn’t helping at all too..sigh thinking so much.. mostly about you.. heh. I’ll try to get...